Writing Workshop: No Need of Saving

I sat with a thick nylon rope wrapped around my arms and wrists. A red scarf sat loosely over my mouth. I was hanging barely above the ground. Sticky red blood dripped from the right side of my head to my shoulder and the ground. My sandy blonde hair soaked red where the gash throbbed.

 I looked to my left. A tall, ominous figure stood by me. He was dressed all in black. His black cotton t-shirt had its sleeves cut off to show his muscular arms. It clung to his body revealing the muscles on his body. He wore black jeans with tears in them revealing his pale skin. His face and head were covered with a headpiece; it was some type of black mechanical headgear with a gold mask covering his face. It had slits up and down in a chevron shape, placed perfectly so I could not see his face, but so he could see and speak. 

“Do you believe he is coming?” The figure asked with a deep camouflaged voice. He obviously had a common medium pitch voice that he didn’t want recognized. 

“I don’t see why not. He has grown rather fond of me.” I replied with a smile. “He believes in being everyone’s hero. If he doesn’t save me it will destroy his image and self-esteem.

I heard a deep covered laugh from the dark figure. “We will see how long that will last.” He placed the silky soft scarf into my mouth. 

A loud bang bounced through the room. Smoke slid through as a door opened. 

The “hero” has arrived. He walked in wearing a white tank top covered in grease and tight black leather pants. His grey combat boots went up to his knees. He smiled once he saw me. 

“Jericka, I am so happy I made it just in time.”

 I smiled at him while the dark figure beside me chuckled. 

He turned his attention to the figure. “Let her go.”

 “I now understand why the one in charge never liked you. You walk around as if everything you touch is yours. You act like a God to these people.” The dark figure said as he moved to a lever opening up trap door beneath the hero. 

As the door opened, he jumped over it to solid ground. He laughed. “Do you really think I would fall for something like that?” He looked towards me then back at the black figure. 

I shook my head around releasing the scarf from my mouth. 

“I don’t understand why you believe you must always go after her, but I can promise this will not go on anymore. You are too predictable and this time we shall end things.” The hero said moving in a circle towards me, but still facing the dark figure.

I smiled and looked towards the black figure. He was laughing as well. “I was thinking the same thing about you.” He replied. 

 They both looked at me and back at each other. “You love her.” They said in unison.  

“Nico.” I said to my “hero”. 

He looked at me. 

“Don’t tease him.” 

He smiled. “Don’t worry about me love; worry about what we will do once I save you.” 

I furrowed my brows in annoyance. His confidence disgusted me. I looked at the dark figure. 

On cue, he stepped back on a loose board and fell through. Trying to catch himself, he moved towards the wall and hit a button. 

My rope started to move up and to the left on a pulley towards some rusty brown nails poorly placed in the cement wall. 

The dark figure began to laugh. 

“Jericka, don’t be afraid. I will stop him.” Nico yelled out, ignoring my sudden movement toward the nails.

 “I am sure you will.” I said trying to loosen the ropes. He rarely helped me out of the concoction I would be placed on. 

The two began to fist fight ignoring my presence.

 I moved my body back and forth on the rope hoping it would fall off the pulley. I continued to move towards the sharp nails as they fought. 

A fist landed on the Nico’s face, but his fist made its way to the dark figure’s stomach. Over and over fists and feet flew at each other. They met their mark only a few times as the other punches were blocked.

  I grew tired of the fighting and the constant kidnapping. It became repetitive and tiresome. I gave up on trying to save myself from the nails and let myself be run into them. I screamed as I reached them.

 The two stopped. 

Nico ran towards me, “No, Jericka!” he yelled trying to get to the wall. He started to pull at the nails but didn’t try to check on me.

 I hung limp as I acted unconscious against the wall. Not a single nail touched me, but one did scratch my shoulder. 

The dark figure grabbed hold of Nico and threw him to the other side of the room. I waited for the word to free myself. 

“How could you do this to her?! I thought you loved her!” Nico yelled running at the figure. 

I heard a laugh. “Love is weakness.” The dark figure said revealing a slight English accent.

 I popped my head up and saw that Nico had his back towards me. I grabbed hold of the end of the rope right above my hands and pulled down. The rope pulled apart as I let myself fall. I landed softly and moved towards the two. 

“How is love weakness? Love is strength. It is what keeps me going throughout the day.” Nico responded still unaware of what took place around him.

“You don’t know what love is. What you think is love is actually just people looking up to your actions. Not you.” The dark figure said as he watched me move towards them. He picked up one of the nails laying on the floor and threw it in my direction. Nico watched the nail and watched as it headed in my direction. I grabbed it mid-air. 

Nico smiled at the sight of me. “You’re okay!” he yelled.

I moved towards the dark figure. “Nico you need to move.” 

“Jericka this is dangerous.” He said to me putting his arms out to block me.

The dark figure moved towards me. He and I threw punches at each other. None of them touched the other person. With one swoop of the leg I knocked him down. His head smacked against his helmet as he fell to the ground.

Nico began to laugh. “Wow I did not know you knew how to fight.” Nico said as he moved towards me. “If I had known I would not have let you hang up there for so long.” He put his arm around my shoulder. “Ready beautiful?” He puffed up his chest as if he had the victory. “The cops are outside to take him away.” He said. 

I stopped and turned to Nico. “Should we wait for them to come up? Just in case he escapes?” I asked looking towards the dark figure waiting for him to stand up. 

Nico ran his hand through his hair. “By the look of him he will not be waking up any time soon.”  

“I feel like you underestimate him.” I whispered. 

“He couldn’t even defeat you; a girl. How on Earth would I underestimate him? He has no chance.” 

“He escapes every time.” I replied.

“That is none of our concern. The cops do the arresting.”  

The dark figure stood up and grabbed ahold of Nico’s arms. Nico looked at me.

“Run. You need to run Jericka. I can stop him.” 

I moved towards Nico. “Like I said, Nico, you underestimate him.” 

“What are you doing? He will capture you again.” He said. 

“No, he won’t.” I moved to the dark figure and patted his shoulder.

 “After all it is me, he works for.” Nico stared at me with his mouth agape.

“You? You are the head criminal that everyone fears?” Nico asked. 

I smiled sinisterly. “Yes, and you just fell into my trap.”

Personal Editing Project

In one of my classes we had an assignment to edit the work of another individual. I found someone working on a novel in need of some editing to be done. Below is a presentation of some of the different things I went over and looked for in his novel to help it become more well-written and connecting for those who read it.

Should the government fund news media?

In a class I was given a topic to create a presentation for. I was given the topic of whether the United States government should be the ones funding the news media as more and more are struggling to stay open. After a lot of research I learned the the United Kingdom does fund their news stations and others wish to do the same.

Below is a slideshow showing my presentation on whether news should be funded by our government.

Interviewing Techniques

In one of my classes I had an assignment to teach on the basics of interviewing techniques. Months before I had the opportunity to attend a workshop put on by the Investigative Reporters and Editors group. Using some information given by their presentation along with information taught by our professor I was able to put together a presentation.

Losing someone close

*This is based on the religious beliefs of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints*

Losing a friend 

Three months before the end of my mission, I received an email from a friend from home. 

It said, “Brynne passed away. They think it’s suicide.” 

Brynne and I grew up dancing together and became close friends. She didn’t grow up in the church and didn’t care for my beliefs, but she respected me. 

During our senior year of high school we had a big fight over a boy. We all held friendships together, but he tried to date us both. It caused a huge rift in our friendship. 

When I learned of her death many questioned if I cared about losing her. I did. Although we fought over one guy, I cared about our relationship. I  tried to save our friendship at one point, but I failed. I had a lot of stuff going on at the time and I know, if I had not let them control me, I would have made things right.

Our friendship lasted six-years. A stupid fight would not stop me from feeling upset about losing her. 

I admit I felt our fight contributed to her committing suicide. I blamed myself for it, but most of all I feared what would happen to her in the next life. 

Years earlier a guy in high-school committed suicide. Many people knew him. After his death, most people flocked to the seminary building of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints for comfort. 

At the time, a seminary teacher tried to explain which kingdom in heaven the fellow student would go to. Because suicide takes the life of someone, he didn’t think suicide victims could go to the Celestial Kingdom.

The knowledge concerned me, but I felt grateful I received the news about Brynne while on my mission. It gave me the opportunity to study the topic. 

Overcoming the Loss

The entire week I studied what happens to a person after they commit suicide and I found some calming truth. I studied a talk by Elder M. Russell Ballard. Some of the words in his talk “Suicide: Some Things We Do Know and Some We Do Not” stuck with me over the years.

In the talk he quoted Elder Bruce R. McConkie saying, “Suicide consists in the voluntary and intentional taking of one’s own life, particularly where the person involved is accountable and has a sound mind. Persons subject to great stresses may lose control of themselves and become mentally clouded to the point that they are no longer accountable for their acts. Such are not to be condemned for taking their own lives. It should also be remembered that judgment is the Lord’s; he knows and thoughts, intents, and abilities of men; and he and his infinite wisdom will make all things right in due course.”

I found peace in the statement. If Brynne struggled with the stress, I believed she May have not had control of her action; she may have ended up in a higher Kingdom than the Telestial.

Knowing God would judge her on more than one decision brought peace to my heart. 

I continued to study up on the topic and found many answers and talks and scriptures. 

Helping those Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts

After I got home from my mission, a companion of mine came home early; she struggled a lot. Her family faced a lot of difficulties and she lost her boyfriend to suicide a month after I got home. She began to have her own Suicidal Tendencies and I knew I needed help but I didn’t know how. 

She came home early from her mission and shortly after my brother left for his; he made it about two months before he, as well, came home. He also had Suicidal Tendencies. His suicidal thoughts made it so his companion couldn’t leave his side, even when he had to use the restroom. His mission president knew he needed to go home to get help.

I experienced the loss of a friend to Suicide. Then I learned about my brother and a mission companion having thoughts about it in the same year. I couldn’t believe it. During the same time, I experienced my own Suicidal Thoughts but I felt I needed to help others first. 

I wanted to help my brother, but his stubbornness pushed me away. Distance didn’t help either. He lived with my family while I lived at school. Luckily my parents, his friends, and medical professionals helped him through it. 

After seeing him cared for and becoming better I made an attempt to do the same for myself, so I could better help others struggling.

I did my best to help my mission companion. She pushed me away as well, but I did my best to help her with the time she gave me. She eventually grew better with time. 

I feared losing more people to Suicide. Learning about my brother terrified me. It terrified us all. We see so many with depression and Suicidal Tendencies and sometimes we can’t help, but we can try. 

6.7% of adults in the United States experience depression. Thousands die from suicide while millions attempt it. Although difficult, we have opportunities to stop others from getting to this point. 

Reach out to another person that may suffer from depression even if they push-you away. If you don’t know how to help, try taking a class or looking up ways to help. I took a class and I plan to use this information if I ever meet another struggling person. 

If you know someone that has lost a friend or loved one to Suicide, Comfort them. A lot of the time someone close to the victim will question if they had anything to do with the suicide. I felt this way and it took me sometime to realize it would be okay. I had the comfort of a mission companion to help me see I didn’t have anything to do with the death and shouldn’t worry so much. 

If you lost a close friend or loved one, reach out for help. Whether or not you need that Comfort, finding help after such a loss will benefit you in ways you may not expect.

Most of all study the topic. It seems like a difficult topic to study but it brings peace to those who do.